NOTE:
This was originally published on my Rainbow Stormcast substack on May 17th 2023.
The plan is to move selected posts from my substack over here before deleting it entirely.
Substack has become too comfortable with platforming fascists.
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GOLEM AND THE LIBRARIAN [Lucas Scheelk]
After writing this epic* piece back in 2021, and almost 30 rejections from publications, “Golem and the Librarian” is out in the world!
*by epic, I mean narrative… it’s 5 pages long
CONTENT WARNINGS:
Ongoing COVID-19 pandemic, dissociation, substance use, death/grief
GOLEM AND THE LIBRARIAN
thru halacha time and space
Lucas Scheelk
Hashem, the One with Many Names,
was in need of Golem to watch over
the Jewish people once again
An asteroid did Hashem craft
into a bipedal Golem of seven feet
EMET inked on their forehead
Hashem brought Golem to Mars
the NASA Perseverance rover traveling
back to Earth and joyful to gain a friend
Before separating at a NASA launch pad
the rover blessed Golem in Earth English
sending warm pulses to their neshama
It’s a mitzvah whatever you do
It’s tikkun olam if your actions are true
May your halev receive justice long overdue
Their working universal translator victorious
and gifted tzitzit brushing against their thighs
Golem first traveled across Turtle Island
One day Golem came across a mobile library
owned by an autistic Jew who lived there and
welcomed Golem into their year-long Sukkah
"Monday through Sunday from 9am to 3pm,
except on High Holidays or Shabbat of course,
or Shavuot or Tu Bishvat because of reasons!"
Over the next month they became friends as
the Librarian took their time in trusting Golem
and Golem learned Earth pop culture in return
Despite how small the mobile library was
Golem was not too tall to fit inside for they had
the ability to change into any size desired
Kept on top of the Jewish literature shelf
Golem played instrumental music on the
nights when the Librarian's trauma haunted
Numbness enclosed the Librarian on the new
Federal holiday National Vaccination Day
Golem opened their mouth and Dolly's voice sang Jolene
The Librarian's eyes glossed as Golem signed, and
reminded the Librarian how excited they both were
in getting the Dolly Shot and protecting their friends
Opening their mouth once more the sound of
Dolly singing Jolene echoed in the mobile library
and soon the Librarian's brain fog dissipated
"She funded it, she didn't make it," the
Librarian corrected Golem, but humored
Golem and said, "Let's get the Dolly Shot!"
Golem thought for a time on when to
tell the Librarian on their quest to
help the Jewish people once again
Golem did not need to worry... for the
Librarian was up for an adventure as
they too didn't know how best to help
With the pandemic increasing the number
of mourners their mission became to bring
fellow Jews together in need of a minyan
Korean Jews, Palestinian Jews, Sephardic Jews,
Mizrahi Jews, Turtle Island Indigenous Jews,
Irish Jews, Black Jews, and all Jews not listed here
One Jew welded by day and sang by night
One Jew hosted Cannabis Shabbat Dinners
One Jew landed a difficult skateboard move
One Jew close-captioned for a living
One Jew witnessed a corpse flower bloom
One Jew was a tattoo artist covering Shoah numbers
One Jew cosplayed as Batman
One Jew photographed queer weddings
Golem and the Librarian made ten
Each minyan the ten turned into stars
Warmed in their neshama, prayers protected,
Hashem too called them B'tzelem Elohim
After Havdalah, Golem told the Librarian
that they had a gift for them, and the Librarian
accepted albeit skeptically at first
Golem painted the sky imitating Bob Ross'
mountains as a name day anniversary for
the Librarian, which they had forgotten
Golem and the Librarian traveled to
Antarctica and formed a minyan with
Polar Bears, Orcas, and Penguins
One Jew chose Keshet as their Hebrew name
One Jew followed South Pole Kashrut
One Jew felt at home nowhere
One Jew was a Yiddish actor
One Jew fought to hang a mezuzah outside their home
One Jew was in school to become a cantor
One Jew worked with scientists reporting on climate change
One Jew was grandiose when manic
Golem and the Librarian made ten
Each minyan the ten turned into stars
Warmed in their neshama, prayers protected,
Hashem too called them B'tzelem Elohim
Golem and the Librarian traveled to Mars
to reunite with the Perseverance rover and
altogether they hosted an intergalactic minyan
One Jew planted palm trees imported from Earth
One Jew was in recovery and recently out of rehab
One Jew received Nihun Avelim from their shul
One Jew ran a sanctuary for abandoned spaceship cats
One Jew analysed foreign planetary folklore like Star Trek
One Jew was a convert from 1RXS J160929.1−210524
One Jew helped develop the slides on Saturn’s rings
and the reunited trio made ten
Each minyan the ten turned into stars
Warmed in their neshama, prayers protected,
Hashem too called them B'tzelem Elohim
Before separating at a Mars launch pad the
rover blessed Golem and the Librarian in
Earth English sending warm pulses to their neshama
It’s a mitzvah whatever you do
It’s tikkun olam if your actions are true
May your halev receive justice long overdue
Their working universal translator victorious and
gifted with a Martian Orthodox Matzah Ball recipe
Golem and the Librarian traveled back to Turtle Island
Upon arriving at the mobile library, the Librarian
told Golem that a chronic condition was flaring up
and they must rest, mumbling, looking at their shoes
Golem took no offense, in fact, Golem only
smiled at their friend (friend!), for voicing
what they needed for their health!
The Librarian emphasized that as soon as their
new meds adjusted they'd join Golem again to
gather fellow Jews together in need of a minyan
Golem signed that they had an idea –
what if they had one last minyan before departure;
Golem sensed a family of deer in need of community
The Librarian thought, during their 420 bake,
testing their energy levels before and after,
before they agreed to be a part of a neighborhood minyan
One Jew’s cat screamed MAYBE THERE’S A GOD ABOVE
One Jew consensually let an Ibbur inhabit them for one final Kaddish
One Jew's echolalia was the Blue's Clues Pride video
One Jew laughed at documentaries about their species
One Jew wore a Magen David from their Bubbe and Zayde
One Jew had their b’nei mitzvah in adulthood
One Jew led a nature walk every Tu Bishvat
One Jew’s favorite movie was Spaceballs
Golem and the Librarian made ten
Each minyan the ten turned into stars
Warmed in their neshama, prayers protected,
Hashem too called them B'tzelem Elohim
Golem signed a special message goodbye to
the Librarian, one that neither revealed, and
flew out towards the Super Flower Blood Moon
A true friendship they had, Golem and
the Librarian, B'tzelem Elohim, blessed
by Hashem, the One with Many Names
“Golem and the Librarian” was written on Suquamish lands on occupied Turtle Island
“Every part of this soil is sacred in the estimation of my people. Every hillside, every valley, every plain and grove, has been hallowed by some sad or happy event in days long vanished.” - Chief Seattle 1854
We would like to begin by acknowledging that the land on which we gather is within the ancestral territory of the suq̀ʷabš “People of Clear Salt Water” (Suquamish People). Expert fisherman, canoe builders and basket weavers, the suq̀ʷabš live in harmony with the lands and waterways along Washington’s Central Salish Sea as they have for thousands of years. Here, the suq̀ʷabš live and protect the land and waters of their ancestors for future generations as promised by the Point Elliott Treaty of 1855.
BEHIND THE POEM
Like many during the first year of the ongoing COVID-19 pandemic, I felt fucking lost. I became an Essential Worker in 2020 at a major hardware store, and I was struggling to keep going.
All of the Jewish holidays from that time were on Zoom, including my beit din, for obvious safety reasons.
All around me there were Jews finding creative ways to keep our communities together, and at the time, I found comfort in reading Golem tales.
Stories of Yossel’s life, I should say.
I found myself devouring all sorts of Golem adaptations (many of which serve as part inspiration & are credited, including my dear friend Lior Hardin).
I usually end up writing poems about special interests, so it was no surprise that I’d end up writing about Golem too.
How else to deal with the ongoing pandemic than write a story about surviving?
There are some deviations to the more well-known Golem narratives in my story, especially in comparison to Elie Wiesel and Yudl Rosenberg.
Unlike Rosenberg’s* adaptation, my Golem is in a minyan.
*an entire post could be made on deconstructing Chapter 23 on how parts of that may contribute to ableism in Jewish spaces
Unlike most Golem adaptations, my Golem lives at the end.
READER’S NOTES
Important points about this poem:
Since outer space is incorporated, Golem is created out of asteroids (instead of clay)
Golem communicates primarily through sign language
Golem can use their mouth as a radio (i.e. the part where Golem opens their mouth and Dolly Parton’s music plays)
“and all Jews not listed here” - including, but not limited to, where white Jews like myself are located in the minyan [obligatory: not all Jews are white; I just happen to be a white Jew]
re: the image of the Librarian: “white-as-default” is unacceptable; the character of the Librarian is for any and all autistics of all races & ethnicities.
Golem Shoutouts - without the following, this mold would still be clay:
"For The First Time The Golem Is Angry," Rubin Hardin (Iris Literary Journal; Vol. 1 Iss. 1)
Wiesel, Elie; “The Golem” (Summit Books, 1983)
“We Are The Golems They Fear” essay by Zelda Ofir (There Is Nothing So Wrong As A Broken Heart anthology; ed. Cindy Milstein, 2021)
GOLEM: A Call to Action by LA–based artist Julie Weitz (https://thecjm.org/exhibitions/151)
Reboot Rescored Presents: The Golem - 100th anniversary of Paul Wegener’s, The Golem: How He Came Into the World (https://rebooting.com/golem/)
Paper Golems: A Pandemic Diary by Isaac Brynjegard-Bialik (https://nicejewishartist.com/papergolemsinfo.html)
Jewitches article: “The Golem: A Protector of Clay” (https://www.jewitches.com/post/the-golem-a-protector-of-clay)
“glitter golem” by Elana Lev Friedland (freezeraypoetry.com/elana-lev-friedland.html)
“The Golem Verses” by Diane R. Wiener (Nine Mile Press, 2018)
“The Golem Kayaks” and “The Golem Learns About Gluten-Free Girl Scout Cookies” by Diane R. Wiener - Kalonopia Collective Disability Pride Anthology (https://issuu.com/kalonopia/docs/disabilitypride_anthology/22)
“The Shadow of the Golem” by Malka Penn - Ghosts and Golems: Haunting Tales of the Supernatural (The Jewish Publication Society, 2003)
Rosenberg, Yudl; “The Golem and the Wondrous Deeds of the Maharal of Prague” (ed. and trans. Curt Leviant, Yale University Press, 2007)
NON-GOLEM REFERENCES
Including:
Perseverance rover just made oxygen on Mars [source]
How To Watch The 'Super Flower Blood Moon' Lunar Eclipse This Week [source]
Corpse Flowers [source]
“One Jew’s cat screamed MAYBE THERE’S A G-D ABOVE” [source]
The Blue's Clues Pride Parade 🏳️🌈 Sing-Along Ft. Nina West! [source]
1RXS J160929.1-210524 b [source]
Comforting Jewish Mourners: Nihum Avelim [source]
THANK YOU
… to my family & friends, poetry peers, and readers, for believing in “Golem and the Librarian.”
I hold this poem as one of my most beloved, like I do for, “A Prayer For A Non-Religious Autistic,” “This Is A Clothespin,” “Guess Who Ate The Challah Before They Were Supposed To?” and “trans people gather for a name reveal party and play Apples-to-Apples except all the cards are fill-in-the-blank” among others.
For more about other Golem adaptations, check out CHOOSE YOUR GOLEM
For more of my poetry, check out ABOUT THE POET
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